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3.24.2008

useless me . too lost in everything.

i still can't face you . i don't want to see your face .im afraid that ,i would regret the decision i've made . i dare not tell anybody , i reall afraid thats the end of it . i've realised u said u don't understand me well . i really can't feel it . why doesn't u bother to understand me better? did you ask any question of me before ? maybe you thought that im reallya patient girl . i doubt so =\ people around me are always telling that im dumb to go for a relationship like that .in case you don't realise , i have more better choices out there .but ignore their words and gave all my best to this relationship .any explaination after i broke up with you don't want to listen . im just being responsible and tell you why . but u don't seem intrested in it . u can scold me if you want, curse me if you want ,beat me up if you want ,but please. don't ignore and neglect me . these why i broke up with you . can't you people see that i hate to be ignored! u can read out my post last time about my ex too . why did i broke up with him ? ignorance , neglection . im the only child in my family , i can't be ignored or neglected. because its so lonely and it feels that you have no one to talk too . how many times i written down everywhere. don't bloody take me for granted , seriously .have you ever treated me the way treated you ? think about it . im always devoted into every relationship .but i've always chosen the wrong one .do you know how it feels to get ignored over and over again in every relationship ? im fucking sick and tired of it already . all i want now is a break from everything. have you ever thought how i felt ? ofcourse people say im still smiling happily or whatever bullshit .but , i don't wanna affect the mood of people around me .its very unfair to them . if im unhappy , i won't cut myself or do whatever stupid stuffs. i'll remain normal as i've always been . but look closely alrights. u can still see the unhappiness in my eyes . im just fucking hate to be neglected so strongly . it feels like an abandoned dog , waiting for its owner to come back and give him a big warm hug , but , that fcuking owner just won't come back and make some stupid excuses to ditch away it . im done with today post. don't wish to talk too much . sorry readers for talking to much crappy and ren sheng dao li stuffs. ):

If i could just slap myself .

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