Wheres my hercules with his pegasus ?
First of all , i would like to thanks those who've been reading my blog since its created. its been quite a long way if u noticed . many ups and down occured in my past .But although there may b hurdles between everything , i still have to pass through my teenage life. And some ***shiters just love to mock at peoples misery .(i don't want to insult any animals in my blog) Things for me has both good and bad for me. im getting along well with my family , friends .Im trying to catch up on my studies which i missed everything last year . i know more new friends , yea ,some are just plain annoying and only want sex in the beginning . They WILL get retributions. And some ,desperatly seeking for a relationship .I will not tolerate for those that i have mention like harassing etc. P.S : The prettier the flower , the higher the branches is .
Secondly .Emotion.My love life is getting complicated. I love him , yes i do . But . . Who ? i know deep inside i love someone , but i don't know who .Still trying to figure this out from the back of my brain .Sometimes too much experiance on such thing as relationship is not good. You'll get emotionally wounded .Ofcourse , theres always this saying ,time heals .Yeah i amit im in the process of healing but so what? Like what i said in my previous post .Theres still a piece of fragment memory in my heart .I don't think that will be gone forever .The impact is too big for me , because , his the best man i ever seen ,well not that best but good enough for me .Maybe my style of loving him makes him avoid me even further. Thus ,ending up in such a way that i have to say part . Its heartbreaking for me to lose someone like him .But if the old ones don't go , the new ones don't come .But i don't think i need a new one for relationships lol .P.S : Winning is earning. Losing is learning.
Lastly! My school life :D! alrights , im a bad and defiant girl alright . i use handphones in class ,listens to mp3s craps alot ,sleeps alot ,look on the mirror alot , combs my hair alot .And lastly im a REPEAT student . ya so what ,expectations higher on senior sec 3s ? are you teachers insulting us or what ? we retain because we knew everything we taught last year ? or we retain to set a good example and be a mentor for the junior sec 3s? Don't make me laugh la horh.We are neither your laughing stock nor jokers in class. Okkays i write what we WOULD say in class if we were to sleep . sorry xiwen , lend me ur name =x [Xiwen :NB, sibeh sian de lorh .dunno what sai that low teaching . Petrina: Aiya ,he teaching how to pang sai mahs , thats y sai .Xiwen :is wan to sleep de lor~ ZZZ yawn* Petrina: jyjy , *slightly piak xiwen's face *xing guo lai bah , xing guo lai bah . Xiwen:ZZZZZ~ Petrina: *Rubs her orh ceh*~ Xiwen :HANARH WAKE UP LE LAH!! ZZZ!! ] this is how bored we can get in class. but at last still got study dao thing luhs , at least i gave a damm on copying all the notes lorhs .ZZ studying is not fun .Failing is worst. Almost reached the point where i gave up =( . but then ,hais yaaaaaa. you know =.= . . . lols , alrights lahs write untill here! Have a good night (: Sleep well guys! . P.S :Success is a journey not a destination.

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